I am at a stand still........
I have taken off 43 pounds since last December.....
I worked my ass off, literally. I swim three times a week, treadmill 5 times a week, weights 3 times a week, and now I am standing still on the scale, and in the mirror.
I feel heavier than I did when I hauled my fat body onto the treadmill last December.
My BMI went from 34.0 to 27.6...I am very proud of this but I am standing still......
The past few months I have been binging.......Eating the crap I stayed away from for more than 6 months.................I feel as though I am losing control.......................................A vicious cycle of binging and yes (blushing) occasionally purging.....
I am a grown woman and I should know better.....I should know, I do know.....
Yesterday I ate a whole box of chocolates......yeah, the whole box....maraschino chocolate covered cherries....the box was destined to go in one of my children's Christmas stockings..........ahhhhhhh
I took the other boxes over to my Dads house, in case of another "ms. PAC man" mouth episode........
The little white
balls are the
cherries.........
Yellow lady is
me!!!!!!!!!!
